I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say,
That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late.
Reborn Sunday..
Sunday, March 28, 2010
When to khubur arwah atuk dis morn with the whole family.. I mz hearing atuk telling me to take care of myself & I mz him telling me to stay with him as he wanted to keep on talking to me.. hahaha.. Now I remember where did Shikin get her talking habit from.. Hahaha.. I mz hugging atuk's small waist.. dats y when I'm with Hussien, he makes me cls to Arwah atuk.. coz their body size is the same.. I talk to arwah atuk in my heart, telling him my success & promise him dat I won't give up.. I told him abt my love life.. & I told him dat I miss Firdaus so much.. I'm jz controlling the feelings & its killing me softly.. I told him to bless me journey through out dis MIT training..Lastly, I said dat, I love him so much.. how I wish he is here watching me wearing Black.. & he got to taste the cakes dat CBTL offer & coffee.. I know 1 thing for sure, he will love the coffee.. Visit khubur Arwah nenek also.. Nv she hes b4 as she past away when Abah jz 9yrs old.. If I'm not wrong.. THey say I look exactly like her.. They even say dat I'm the recarnation of her.. Here I talk to her also in my heart.. I know they can listen to me even i say it in my heart.. I told her, I love her.. Give me the strength dat she have to go throught dis..breakdown in my heart.. I told her... how I wish dat I could hug her & cry all my heart out as I know she woud listen to me.. Then we send Shikin to "school" hahaha.. she have her IWG class. We then went to Aiman Cafe for breakfast.. I paid everything.. Hahaha.. Once 1 mth ok lah.. Hahaha.. I requested to Abah to send me to Masjid Ar-Raudah.. Put some donation in the donation box.. bersyukur dgn nama Allah s.w.t, atas rezki yg dikurniakan.. Dats Mama Odah's advice.. so I did..
Feel so brand new after doing all those.. Like a load of burden being laid off..
Fazly: I know you are reading my blog w/o me knowing it.. I know I've promise not to say anything anymore abt Firdaus.. I'm sorry, I'm jz writing wat I feel in my heart.. No worries as I'm still here with you.. Abah: Thank you for spending your time to accomadate my timing today.. Kakak syg abah.. Kakak harap abah, tabah hadapi sgala ujian.. abah, kakak kagum dgn sifat abah yg sngt penyabar.. abah jaga diri baik2 ok.. Adik & Syafie: I love the 2 of U so much.. eventhough at times u guys are irrtating.. hahaha.. But i love u both.. syafie, please take care of shikin.. shikin: adik.. learn to be independant.. even when u are sick.. ok.. jgn susah kan org..
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