I jz Dn Understand..
Monday, December 14, 2009

Last sunday.. I was still sick but then I gather myself up so that I could follow Os to fishing.. He didn't know dat I was sick.. Anyway I act as if I'm ok.. Then I secretly msg my dad.. Beg him to fetch me. So my dad did..
The next day... I was online my facebook.. So I chatted with Os, bro ex gf. She told me dat she met Os at his work plc.. Not knowing when they met each other. She told me dat Os told her dat he decided to end the enggagemt end of dis mth.. I was not surprise with the news but honestly... I was upsad. Coz I am his fiancee & this involved me.. yet he did not bother to inform me his deicsion... yet inform other gal..
Haiz... honestly I didn't noe how to react to him.. I was so upsad.. Yest, i went to TRM xmas party... Had alot of fun.. Surprising Os came.. He ask me to have a walk wif him... So we had a long chat.. & I ask him wat I heard.. He said yes.. & his reason was... he accidently say it..
I was like... the... He told me... he decided to end it.. & as for my heart... I noe he didn't bother.. I ask him for this 1 fvr.. is to end this enggagemt end of jan instead... he said ok..
Haiz.... see... I work hard to make it happen... yet... he didn't bother..
jUst sMile :)10:11 PM
A day after My Bday..
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Hahahaha...
Full of laughters.. Smiles & happiness... I enjoy myself during my bday yest..
I gt tons of chocolates... hahahaha
1st surprise was my sis... gv me daim chocolate early in the morn... jz beside my bed.. then her, wishing me through her blog.. so touching...
2nd my bos came to outlet... on his leave day jz to gv me FR... the giant christ mas design.. hahaha... so sweet.. btw he is the 1st to wish me at 12midnite sharp.. whakakaka...
then... the 3rd surprise... my sista, honey... & her german fren... surprise me with my 1st raspberry cake in my whole 25 yrs of living... & its heart shape... hahahaha.. so sweet.. & its my 1st bday party at hawker ctr... whakakaka... & i'm loving it..
4th is... my beloved family... the closing ceremony...
a personalize cake... with lots of colours... so the me... hahaha.. famous amos.. & lots of FR "immitation" chocolates... hahaha... yet... I'm loving it too
WAHHHHHHHHHHHH... 1 mth supplies of chocolates... & 1 wk supplies of cakes... hahahaha...
I LOIKE>.........
But then... I did not get my 1 wish... & it have been dat only 1 wish dat i wanted so much..
dat my beloved... fiancee, OS... hahaha.. Even though I hate him at times... but the truth is... I love him & I strongly believes dats the reason y I'm enggaged to him.. But yet he did kol me at 3am in the morn jz to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" .. dats it.. no "mz u" or "love u"... haiz...
but then its still YEY!!!! for me..
this is the only yr I guess... I'm celebrating my bday... w/o my ex FIDI... haiz... WATEVER...
Hahahaha...
special thanks to all of them... dat make my bday a very memorable 25th bday yest..
shit............. I'm 25... so old... yet not married... whakakakak...
jUst sMile :)11:12 AM