Clearing PH
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Clearing my PH CNY/1 today at home with my baby sista.. Hahaha so sweet seh, she help me change my blogskin.. hahahaha.. Sweet kan.. dgn muka cramp dia ngadap laptop.. hahahaha..
HMmmmmm tomorrow I'm going to work... keje 3pm-11pm..
Alot of work to do!! COGS update for 2 days. Then followed by study for WOC FA.. Haiz... fine it difficult to absorb with coffee knowledge seh.. Haiz... Jz be patience lah. Hopefully everything going normal..
Had my 2nd shift cert yest.. I pass!!! 84%.. Yey!!! Norman said I improve alot on my running shift. Knowledge of coffee & tea still have alot to improve.. Haiz.. I prepare alot of things seh for my shift cert. including timer in my hp.. yet I forgot all abt Coffee & Tea knowledge.. hahaha..
But I did my best despite the shocking news dat I received from Fidi.. He is getting married in 2yrs time. Preparation is already starting..
Siak ar honestly dat HURTS!!
But I'm good.. it dosen't effect my shift cert..
To Fidi: Ak, I love you alot. More then the whole world. Tapi sy tak blh buat apa2.. & sy tau ak tak akan kembali ke pangkuan sy. Ak, sy doakan ak bahagia dgn dia. Terima kasih kerana sudi menjadi teman & kekasih sy.. Apa pun jua, sy nak buktikan pada ak yg sy mampu berdiri sendiri tanpa ak.
To Os: B, I msh syg u.. Tapi I juga nak buktikan pada u yg I mampu juga berdiri tanpa u.
To Fazly & Hafiz : Gd to know u both.. I'm so sorry dat I can't stay with either 1 of u guys as I need to concentrate on my job & my family financial. Hanya Tuhan saja yg tau sape jodoh I sebenarnya. Biarlah masa menentukan segala.
I told abah dat I didn't want to get married. I think I had enough of guys.. Anyway I dn need a boyfren or a companion.. Wat I need is... Fuck Buddy.. to fullfill my desire.. Hahaha.. Seriously I didn't wan to get married.. I'm too afraid..
Now dat I have the job dat I wanted... I tend to mz my family lah sey... hahaha.. especially my daddy.. But he tried to fetch me always.. talk to me abt work.. Can't imagine life w/o daddy.. would be very lonely.. He is my inspiration.. My life & now I realise everything is jz abt him.. , abah..Evrytime I feel like breaking down.. looking in his eyes makes me get back up. I'm stronger in his eyes. As I'm him..
Wat I could say is.. Do not gv up.. As in relationship we need trust, sincerity & honesty.. We need to love each other as wat they are.. as we did not want others to change us rite.. I belive there's a soulmate for every1.. & I believe dat.. 1 day.. there will be som1 for me..
jUst sMile :)5:04 PM