Memories
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Today I'm in EMO mod..
Suddenly.. today.. I remembered wat happen to me in my past.. The sins dat I made.. Dat make me end up in the prison.. It might short sentence but its a lesson dat is very priceless..
Being a teenager in the past.. I dind't know wats life is.. My concentration is only money.. To be glamorous & repect by friends who is so metarealistic... I didn't even thought dat this friends would leave me in the end.. What I was thinking is they love me & will nv leave..
I totally forget dat I have a beloved father, sister & families.. The only thing is my mind is my "friends".. Until I was blinded.. & I breech the company's trust.. Dats when I was sentence to jail.. I remember how it felt when I was in the court waiting for the judge to gv me my sentence.. No "friends" were there.. Except my beloved father, sister & a bestfriend whom I called my sister..
I remember how my dad looked at me when I was in my stand.. Eyes full of dissappoinment.. I wanted so much to hug him & ask for forgiveness at dat time.. But I cant.. I jz cant..
Since then.. I told myself... no matter how hard life is... I will nv leave my families..
I will restart everything from the start even thought public critisied me..
I wanted to start a total new life.. W/o lies.. W/o glamorous.. Jz me, myself & I..
jUst sMile :)7:57 PM